38 days until I am on a plane and headed away from American soil...
I am slightly bothered by the fact that I have very little feeling about this still. I'm not excited I'm not nervous I'm not anxious...I just...AM. It's better than it used to be though. I used to not be bothered at all by the fact that I didn't feel anything. And that's what bothered me...
I am slightly bothered by the fact that I have very little feeling about this still. I'm not excited I'm not nervous I'm not anxious...I just...AM. It's better than it used to be though. I used to not be bothered at all by the fact that I didn't feel anything. And that's what bothered me...
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Date: 2009-05-15 09:59 am (UTC)From: