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Drifting drifting always drifting...damn stupid AOL!! "You have been logged off due to inactivity." Who cares about inactivity...I was active. I had a whole nice long entry that I was almost done with when you logged me off!! Now I have to write it all over. Well...Bob broke up with me last Wednesday, April 25, 2001...ouch that hurts. Two and a half years to what?? Nothing, absolutely nothing according to him. It's nothing, just something to get rid of. What did I do for him?? Everything!! I loved him...and I still do. What did I do wrong?? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!?!?!
Ostriches hide their heads in the sand when they're frightened, I'm frightened now, frightened that I've scared him away. What do I do...I want him back. I don't like this whole thing of being single. I don't understand how people can just date to date people. It's unreal...actually it's very real, I just can't take the real...I can't handle the truth. Oh well. I like my fantasy, my life. I wouldn't have traded it for the world. I wouldn't now if I could have him back. I love you Bob. Always. Forever. Fill in the blank??
